I have such a love, hate relationship with this time of year. I find it really difficult to do things I love doing. I presume it's a seasonal thing. I hate using the word depression because it seems worse than what it is. It's always around the autum/winter months, I get demotivated and sadder more often. I feel this is why i've been neglecting my blog and also makeup in general. Due to my current job i'm very restricted to how I experiment with my makeup and also hairstyles. Even in my spare time I just have no motivation to just sit in front of the mirror and just play with makeup.
I have so many ideas on how I want my blog to progress and grow with me but never having the drive or passion to do so. Even when i'm not posting I still see people are checking my blog and this literally warms my heart so much, knowing that people are still viewing my blog and I am so grateful for that.
What I really want to do is 'rebrand' and I say rebrand with confusion because I never really branded myself to begin with. I feel like if I really want to be serious about blogging and starting a YouTube that I need to start branding myself and actually being happy with the way my blog looks and the content I have on my blog. I have alot of work to do until i'm finally happy with everything but everything you have to work hard for is all worth it in the end. All of this is going to be a massive learning curve for me. It'll teach me things i've never learnt before and should hopefully keep me going through these winter months.
'everything you have to work hard for is all worth it in the end.'
I need to take more pride in my blog posts and with my new look and layout, i'm confident you guys will like it. I'm going to be brainstorming over the next couple of days and really get together some fun interesting posts that i'll have fun creating but also you as readers will enjoy reading. Even just doing this post has really lifted my mood and has made me realise I need to stop being a slave to life and take control of what I was to do and do things that I enjoy!
This is just the beginning of a very long and exciting journey for my blog and also me as a person. I feel this is my time to do me and actually progress in what I want to do. Feedback throughout my journey is much appreciated and my ask box is located in my sidebar.
